Sunday, February 24, 2013

First time apart

This is the first time my son is spending time away from me... 3 weeks. I'm overwhelmed, lost, and broken hearted. I'm not use to the awkward silence without the baby. He's not crawling up my leg when I do the dishes. I was able to use the restroom alone. My mornings are boring... Along with the rest of my day. My nights are lonely cus I nobody to cuddle. I miss my son so much. It's only the second day, will this get easier. I'm scared of losing my bond with him. What if he's not my baby anymore when he comes back? Its becoming depressing. I'm not hungry but I got light headed so I made myself eat. I'm tired, didn't sleep too good. Anyways... I can do this. What to do... What to do... Hop on my sewing machine? I need to leave my phone alone and let my sons father have his daddy time. Oh but boredom keeps sinking in! Ugh!!!!


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Breast Feeding- Mission to Quit Day 2

Well Joshua is 9 months old. I knew this day would come and I wanted to ween him. However, I feel overwhelmed that I won't have that bond with him anymore. Joshua is spending 3 weeks with his daddy. It's been one day since he has been in Georgia, I'm in Michigan, and I have been lost. His daddy time was much needed and over due I will admit but I didn't think this was how I would ween my son. It makes me sad and I'm still pumping cus my boobs hurt. However on an up side of the whole situation. I was told Joshua has taken to the formula like he loved it and was drinking it all along. It grosses me out... formula stinks. :(