Breast Feeding- Mission to Quit Day 2

Well Joshua is 9 months old. I knew this day would come and I wanted to ween him. However, I feel overwhelmed that I won't have that bond with him anymore. Joshua is spending 3 weeks with his daddy. It's been one day since he has been in Georgia, I'm in Michigan, and I have been lost. His daddy time was much needed and over due I will admit but I didn't think this was how I would ween my son. It makes me sad and I'm still pumping cus my boobs hurt. However on an up side of the whole situation. I was told Joshua has taken to the formula like he loved it and was drinking it all along. It grosses me out... formula stinks. :(